Hello.
My name is sean. This is my rant.
THINK THIS BLOG IS EVER GOING TO GET YOU ANSWERS?
GIVE IT UP.
nevertheless I keep it to chronicle my life. Without photos. I can only imagine how puzzled I will be when I re-read my blog.
Ear Candy
Green Day.
F.O.B.
The Script.
Coldplay.
All the above, selectively.
Good sounds with a mild relaxing effect.
How to screw up my day:
Irritating, attention-seeking behaviour
Being a general ass-hole
Upon a star with a gun, I wish:
For me to stop being addicted to
The computer
-Love
-Being happy
And for a less competitive world.
Would be nice, but
Bitch about this excuse of a blog
Mwah<3
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It can screw your life up, but can also enrich it.
Live once. One Life. One opportunity. Your decision as to whether you want to take it or not. To go with monotony or to live life with all its glory and despair.
The thoughts behind everyone who participates in a revolution. "I'm not going to get another chance like this, I won't live like this any more. I will try, because I only live once. If I fail, I fail doing what I want to, not what someone else wants me to."
Same thoughts apply to my life. Only, there's a lot more apprehension and worry about the future, what's gonna happen can i cope with this is this worth the experience SHOULD I GO FOR IT. That's because I hold everything dear to me, cherish bits and pieces of everything, little bits that don't matter. I value grades. I value creativity, morality and a social life. Above all, I value how people judge me - how they see me. How I see myself is directly linked to how others see me.
And that's where the apprehension comes in. Fear of failing, worry of having to regret some time in the future, "I screwed up, I'm not good, sorry." Just too scared to take that leap... no, small step of faith. Too scared to try, yet want to, but not feeling strongly enough about it.
I just want to try. Life needs a sandbox mode.
(7:53:00 PM)
